You is NOOOOOB! >:]

Well... today has been a weird day. Today during 4th period i thought me and matt were supposed to volunteer for the Red Cross Blood Drive. So we skipped 4th period and went down to the gym to try and help out. But when we got there, like the co-supervisor told us that they don't need us... so me and matt decided to go to the band room and sit around instead of going back to Mrs. Beard's class. When we were in there, we were just playing with a psp and itouch. THEN all of a sudden, Mrs. Ames came in and saw us playing games. She started to yell from the door, saying that you keep on complaining about not having time to do homework, and here you are playing games instead of doing work. I thought she was talking to me but she was actually talking to matt about the PSI or w/e class. So i thought i was lucky that she didn't yell at me. Then she started to look at me and said you shouldn't be playing games either, get a book out! i got hecka scared and started to look for a book i don't have in my backpack.. haha so after she left, i took out my ap study guide and did a little of it. Then she came back looking for Mr. Foster but he wasn't there so she lefted again. Then she came back the third time still looking for Mr. Foster but he wasn't there so she left and gave up. Today after a bunch of convincing from others.. i decided to join the tennis team again... :\ i was kinda nervous cause it has been a week after tennis started so that would mean i would have to talk to Mr. Wong and ask if i could join. So after school i went to the tennis courts. i walked around, trying to get the guts to ask Mr.Wong.. so after like 5 minutes i asked him. I asked him if it was too late to join in like a kind of a shy way. He asks me what my name was, and then he remembered i was in the pass program or w/e which was just JV2. Then he asked if i wanted to play or just sit in kind of a irritated way. I told him that i wanted to play, then he said well if you're gonna play you gotta come every day and play. After that he looked away and talked with someone else. I just stood there trying to figure out if he's gonna let me play or not.. o.o Then i just left and borrowed Hoan's racket and rally with people. Then he told us to get in a line and told us that we're gonna do a doubles tournament. After everything was said and done, i was partnered up with jim, which in the past we haven't done so well. haha when Mr. Wong wrote people's name down on the chart, he asked for our names and i said jim and john, after like 1 second pause, he said and wrote down J^2(J squared). He started to laugh, and jim started to laugh, but i didn't really get whats so funny. Mr. Wong saw that i wasn't laughing so he did one of those laughing-to-serious faces to me. i just stood there with a ._. face. So we did the tournament, we played Zach and Luehna (if i spelled it wrong, tell me :]) which we lost 3-2, then we played Calvin and some guy we lost that 4-1 :\, then the saddest part happened... we then lost to 2 freshmens... who didn't even know how to serve or hit the ball 2.5-2 (.5 cause we're suppose to play a total of 4 games, and if it tied we played one more match and winner of the match wins, and we lost..) After that i started to second guess my second guessing of whether or not to join the team.. after losing 3 games i feel like maybe i shouldn't of joined..